F-A-T!!!

I'm fat! someone complained i put on weight!! idiot... not as if he's skinny... sickening, so starts my regime of jogging 3 times a wk

so hard to cut down on food tho, esp when it comes to my fav potatoes *yummy* haha... well anyway i'm gonna try... so silly, it's been 8 days since i stopped wkg, and i haven't even had a day of doing nothing! how come ppl can b so free as to find places to explore?? i dun understand, i haven't even had time to take a look at wat's on at the GSS?! darn... oredi one wk into june n still nothing done - nothing planned for the wedding planner deal, people are going to nag at me (AGAIN!) O bother....

is it the invigilation assignment i took up? is it my busy schedule? or am i simply a bad steward of time?

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It's great that God is opening doors for me to speak to people in my life-circle... i hope lives get changed in cellgrps, that they begin to see spiritual growth, that God might give me the pleasure of seeing fruits of my efforts... hope to see the fruits of the seeds i sow this day... well, but even if i dun, my rewards r in heaven... yayee! hee hee and it does pay when u put in effort to communicate and listen to people, relationships are built - hopefully edifying relationships. some pple r more easily to chat with than others, but it's a real sense of satisfaction when u crack those hard nuts.. keke which is why i used to get so attracted to guys who don't speak much! getting them to open up and speak to you, gives u this sense of satisfaction. after giving it a try, it turns out these "act cool" guys aren't that hard to crack anyway, some appear pretty intellectual, but actually inside *nothing but echoes*, some look simple, but actually think more than they appear to... looks can b so deceiving. Thinkers are intriguing... i love analysing them. probably cos i am a thinker too...